Shelby Hawkins remembers the first death he ever witnessed. At the time, he worked for a hospice agency in Glenwood Springs and was aiding a man in his final days. He watched as everyone in the man’s inner circle showed up to say goodbye. “I felt something I had never felt in all of my medical background, and I knew that there was something to it, that it found me as much as I found it.” That moment led him to become a death doula — someone wh…