I Was Riddled With Grief After My Fiancé Died—Until I Discovered This Unconventional Healing Method

I Was Riddled With Grief After My Fiancé Died—Until I Discovered This Unconventional Healing Method

Writer Jaclyn Trop shares how crushing cars with military tanks allowed her to regain control and rebuild her life after grieving her fiancé's sudden death.

"I Looked Over to His Side of the Bed. He Wasn’t There. I Knew He Wouldn’t Be There, But for the First Time, It Really Hit Me That He Would Never Be There Again."

After my young husband died, I joined several grief groups. I wanted to connect with people who knew what grief was, but more importantly, knew what I was feeling. The ups, the downs, the in-betweens. All of it. I wanted people around me who knew that grief sucks as bad on a Tuesday afternoon at a red light as much as it does on Christmas morning.