I Carry the Overstimulation — Deadgirlreference

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I carry the overstimulation like an animal under my skin, either I grit my teeth or I fall silently behind my eyes as if someone turned down the light in me and always the same mistake: I stay in rooms that can't stand me until I lose myself in trying to seem harmless and I apologize to people I don't even remember why I let myself be touched afterwards comes the heat that embarrassment does: a silent message that I sold my integrity too cheap a…