Tucked smack-dab in the middle of John James’ new book — a memoir of his rise and fall with the Newsboys — is a gritty and vulnerable truth: “I had disqualified myself.” That honest admission from James’ forthcoming book, “Newsboy: My Story of Hope and Second Chances,” offers a window into the unique view he has amidst the Newsboys’ latest scandal, disturbing allegations of sexual misconduct at the hands of its disgraced former lead singer, Mich…